2004-04-22, 10:45 p.m.
I was listening to the Jealous Sound cd's I bought recently not necessarily paying attention to the lyrics of this particular song, and I duno i just clued in and everything seemed to click. And it's funny when you find music that just fits with what's going on.
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Everyday is a day that I can say
I keep my head above the waves
The news I just received
So shamelessly deceived
The truth just seems to hurt
A little more and more
I guess it all depends
On your stupid life
and my stupid friends
Are you asking me to lead?
The beauty I have seen I don't know if I can keep
It seems the more I dream
The less I want to sleep
Am I just giving up
Do I just sing for sound
Too smart
Too sick
Too weak to settle down
Lies just cut and paste
The sharp and bitter taste
God and I don't talk much anymore
These hopeless hearts
Rules that we can steal
We have more hurt inside
Than we could ever feel
Dreams of glass and window sills
Sea's of alcohol and pills
You say you aren't gonna live
Is there nothing I can give
To help you sleep tonight
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And I just need someone to talk to, I'm so confused right now. But no ones home, or their too busy, or whatever.
All I really want right now is for someone to listen.
This is me reaching out.
-Dustin