2004-10-01, 8:06 p.m.
I want a heart transplant.
Cuz your just sensitivity without the sensibility, that's all. So let me forget, let me forget the time when you thought you saw what I didn't see, when you looked at me and your eyes agreed. Girl you're so 5 minutes ago, but what would you expect when you expect the best?
so when my senses start leaving, so are my feelings for you, and this heart is shipping out to someone you could never be, so honey stop all the wit and crass. cuz you're killing me... without the tangibility. Oh I dont know, I don't know why you don't think so too.
and when I think of better things that should of been broken on you, I start trying to forget? what did you to say to make me forget? stop making me forget. Cuz everythings changed but you haven't changed at all.
Girl what in the hell did you do to me?
Cuz even this heart transplant won't keep me from you, so think twice cuz it's already been a year or two and I don't understand when there's nothing you can do or say that isn't bringing back the past now.
stop bringing back the past now.
cuz God it's all so sensory/history/new to me.
Oh please don't barrage me with all these words you don't mean.
cuz you're dulling my ego so far down.
why do you start what you can't finish?
cuz I can feel me slipping...
and you're burning up my head now.
you're burning up my chest now.
Girl you got under my skin tonight.